As the school year ends....

As the school year ends I realize how much my junior year has made me grown, good and bad things I've accomplished, I regret none. I appreciate the friends I made this year and the friends whom I no longer speak too. This was one of the years in which I proved to my mother that I could accomplish things and set my goals as high as her standards for me. Growing up in my sister's shadow my whole school life has been torturing for the pure fact that she's been such an example for other student's by helping them and being smart with everything she does, she's got to many places and she puts mind and focus into everything she does and most of the teachers she had and I now have always tell me why I couldn't be like her but she's her and I'm me. My sister's my biggest role model besides my mother and I know that everytime I accomplish something they'll be right there next to me saying "you did it". My biggest goal is to graduate from high school and make my mom happy. She really wants to see me happy. Other than that I love everything that's happened this year. School is over in 3 days and I hope I did well with everything this year. I still can't believe that when I come back in September I'm going to be a senior :O, my oh my how time flies. I want to make the best of my senior year and hopefully I won't have too many classes. I thank all my teachers for showing me many things and the day of tommorow I know im going to be thankful for every single thing they've taught me. As the school year ends I want to remember who's really been there for me and who's walked away. I plan to have an amazing summer full of tans,partying,working and keeping up with my school work.

10 more days...

10 more days until school is finally over, WOW. Time went by so fast and boy am I going to miss everything that happened this year. I love the people I've gotten close to and those to whom I no longer do speak to, well let's just say it is what it is. Junior year went by flying, just yesterday was the first day of my junior year. I'm going to miss van even though it's not the greatest school in the world but I apprciate the memories and opportunities it's gave me, most of all if I didn't come here I would have met all these great people who surround me. Next year I'll be a Senior, boy does highschool pass by. I hope that I graduate on time with all my friends, It'd be dissapointing if I didn't but I believe in myself and I know I can make it on my own. I hope to one day be like my sister, she has everything going for her. She's smart and gets good grades but also has a social life and I think that's my problem that I believe my social life is more important than my school work which is wrong because I have to be someone in life. The day of tommorow I want my kids to ask me "mommy what's your job?" and my answer to be " my first job is to be your mom and my second job is a doctor or a lawyer or a teacher" something that'll give them an edge to be someone in life and even though my childhood was hard, I never want to put my kids through anything like that because as long as im living I want them to enjoy every minute of their lives and have fun to the fullest with everything they do. Im looking forward to the summer and I guess senior year too... although im scared because I don't quite yet know what I want to be I think I have enough time to figure myself out.

Travel Review

Travel Review

My family and I just returned from a 3 day 2 night vacation at Mystic Connecticut. We stayed at the “Mystic Inn”. I would very much recommend this place to everyone because it has such a lovely view and the hostility of everyone there is amazing. The place is surrounded with beautiful flowers which send out a nice aroma to wherever you walk. The people that work there take consideration into making your experience the best by making sure you feel welcome and comfortable while on your trip.

The place and view from the inn is marvelous, everything about it was great. The rooms had two beds, a full on bathroom and 3 closets with sofa’s and night stands beside each bed. The comfort and quietness sets in such mood of relaxation. I recommend people to stay in the East Wing because it’s very nice and elegant, making you feel at home with luxury. I’m sure everyone will enjoy staying there and having a great time that I can guarantee.

Breakfast is free at the Inn at Mystic. They allow you to eat as much as you’d like from the buffet. The buffet serves egg, home fries, bacon, toast, and many other foods. They also allow you to come in at five for tea and pastry. The hotel has a river in which you can go kayaking at. It is a spectacular view to the other side and kayaking is fun as well as tennis which you can do on their court. Anyone who is thinking of going on vacation I’d tell them to go to the Inn at Mystic.

Restaurant Review

"Extravagent Restaurant"
Date of review: May 24, 2011

Amazing southern styled chicken with many options of the open buffet, all you can eat marvelous restaurant "Golden Corral". They sell all kinds of foods from seafood to grilled chicken and pasta. Their food is very tasty and although they don't have it to go it tastes exremely good and you can eat until your stuffed. The whole buffet is under fifteen dollars.

I personally had crispy chicken, mashed potatoes, french fries,pizza,popcorn chicken and so many other things and it was very delicious. I chugged down three cups of pepsi because the food was not going down .

I would most deffinately reccomend this restaurant to everyone, you will leave Golden Corral Super satisfied.

Blogs I visited today

1.Shaya's Blog: Shaya is so funny and his blogs are him they describe his personality. He's very random at what he writes as if he just puts whatever's on his mind. He's interesting in his own way but what he writes about doesn't interest me.
2.Bibi's Blog: Bibi talks about love in most of her blogs and I understand where she's coming from with it and she talks the truth. I really relate to her blog and feel her personality written in each one of her blogs.
3.Fatima Baines: Her blogs are really good and they talk about things she's feeling or what not.She talks about her feelings and emotions.
4.Denzel's Blog: He didn't write anything so I have nothing to say.
5.Andray Bramwell: Andray for a guy has a good fashion sense and knows whats in and everything. I see he has "swag" and personality.

Why come back now ?

It's like everything we ever had no longer exists. I don't think you realize what you have until it's gone and then it clicks in your head like "Man, we really did have something". Then everything seems bad and you wonder why you ever let go of what could've been something great. Truth is it takes 2 people to make a relationship work and without the help of both how do you expect to get anywhere? When you know your the one that's got the relationship this far on your own, how are you supposed to feel? Let down? Depressed? Sad? Upset? Everything leads back to one thing which is "we weren't mean't to be", but us, I actually believed in. Now that everything's all said and done you want to tell me you tried and that things weren't supposed to be this way, Nope no thanks second chances don't exist in my book, life's too short for that so im forgetting and moving on, take me as GONE...

Police are forced to shoot pitbull =/

http://www.connectmidmichigan.com/news/story.aspx?id=617878

In this article the police are forced to shoot a stray pitbull that was allegedly chasing people down the street. They thought he was a danger to the people of the flint neighborhood. Sadly the police tracked the dog down and shot him. I feel terrible i would never want to see a dog of any kind get shot but if it was for the safety of the people then I guess it's okay. I feel devastated that this occured but it was for a good cause hopefully no more dogs run around acting like that so they too dont get shot down.

Mother found dead...

http://www.cnn.com/2011/CRIME/05/12/new.hampshire.arrests/index.html

 A 20 year old  mother was found dead in a new hampshire pond where her kid was discovered in an abandoned car. Three men have been charged with the murder and they suspect she was killed due to a drug related robbery. They texted her and told her to go to their house and when she got there they hit her in the head with a golf club she was then placed in the trunk of a car. Last month someone passed by her car and noticed that the car was on the driver's door was open and there was a baby in the backseat. Her body was discovered a while later. I honestly think that it's disgusting how people can kill one another without feeling remorse.

Drunkiess

http://www.cnn.com/2011/HEALTH/05/11/minneapolis.wethouse.alcoholics/index.html?hpt=C1
In this article alcoholics in their late 60's are located at a safe haven for people that have no where else to stay and they are given a check every month of 89$ and they are allowed to do whatever they want with that and spend all of it if they want. I don't agree with the fact that they are practically given  the money to but alcohol and considering it's a "holy" haven how do you allow them to bring booze into a place like that but yet they want people to stop the addiction and everything then why not just stop selling what their addicted to, it would be much simpler. They might as well just buy it for them and give it to them because they are allowed to bring it inside so there's no point in not providing them with it.

Animal Article

http://www.cnn.com/2011/LIVING/05/10/homeless.pet.care/index.html?hpt=C2

On cnn.com I found this article about homeless people living on the streets with their dogs and caring for them even though they can barely feed themselves. I personally am a dog lover, dogs are my life. I think that if I saw a child starving on the street i could pass by them without feeling remorse but a dog being cold and hungry , it breaks my heart I can't do it. I bring out food when I see them  outside my house. I give them ham or whatever cooked meat I have left over from dinner and I'd keep them all but I can't because I already have a dog and my mom wouldn't let me :( . I wanted to be a vet when I grew up but it's too much work because you have to learn about new medicines everytime they come out but yeah I guess this article caught my attention just because it talks about a guy making an effort and struggle to keep himself alive and being safe and strong for the likes of his animal. People that live for animals are the kind of people we need to appreciate because dogs energy are what keeps most of us alive especially in this case of James being homeless and not being able to keep himself warm because of his dog and the fact their not allowed into shelters with animals. I love animals and I want my children to grow up with a pet dog<3.

Miley Cyrus dissing Justin bieber

http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2011/03/30/miley-cyrus-disses-justin-bieber-rebecca-black-youtube-fame/

Miley Cyrus dissed Justin Bieber by saying that artists shouldn't be posting videos up on youtube just to get fame and people to like their music when clearly Justin Bieber was looked for it's not like he ever said I want a record deal or anything. I find that extremely funny because yet she's the one going crazy and smoking and what not when Justin hasn't even done anything crazy. Justin Bieber is my baby and I dont care what anyone has to say about him especially when something's being talked by someone who's under his fame and not even on his level yet he just started in 2008.

Release Pictures

 The pictures should be shown in my opinion because it's only fair to let the public see for themselves just to clarify if it's true or not because there's no point in saying he's dead if our not showing us any type of evidence. Many say that it's all a decoy and I wont believe he's dead until I see proof but then again if he weren't dead they wouldn't be protecting the president as much as they are. It may be a set up to make it all seem real but why go through all that trouble for nothing. Im tired of talking about him  because even though it is a critical thing why should we let him affect our everyday lives.

The story continues...Osama

Im actually disgusted by everyone celebrating Osama's death because it's nothing to celebrate it's like if people celebrated 9/11. I understand that was a devastating time but there's no reason to exaggerate by doing that. At first I thought his death was a decoy because what a coincidence that all of a sudden he appears and they kill him, some people are saying he got shot in the head and other people are saying that they found him hung and what not. Who really cares all im worried for is them plotting a revenge for his death which would involve our country being in danger because they might try to attack new york which is the main source of the united states.

Osama Bin Laden

Osama Bin Laden is now dead and honestly I think it's for the better of the world and most importantly for the society we live in. The war we're in right now shows how critical everything has become for everyone living in this world and it's hectic that from one day to the next the leader of the Al Qaueda is dead. I believe it's yet to be over and that Osama's minions will soom come after us and the war will become even bigger and now who would even expect things to happen. For all we know we could be getting bombed soon I guess it is true what people say, the world is coming to an end...our biggest fear.

Newsletter Assignment

1)Explain why or why not you were satisfied with our latest newsletter project.
ANSWER: I was satisfied with this newsletter because I did it on a topic that very much interests me and that I would actually research facts about. It was a fun project and it kept me busy tryping and not thinking on a subject as to what to talk about.
2)Describe each page you wrote and explain the thought process you went through in designing each page.
ANSWER: The thought process wasn't alot of thinking because as a fan there are certain things I already know and the process for designing the pages were simple because he's a simple person and I love that so I looked uop pictures that had to do with him and his personality.
3)Explain how you have developed as a writer and a your biggest blogger.
ANSWER: I absolutely love to write and it comes naturally to me , essays and all that aren't a big deal and as a writer I've developed many skills because there are certain things you have to know when being a writer like for instance, using big words instead of just simple words that everyone uses and you have to think outside the box and see the outer point and think of what people are going to thnk about your blog or if it's something they can relate to.
4)Explain the weaknesses you feel you need to overcome?what do you need to imporve?
ANSWER: There are many weaknesses I need to overcome when it comes to being a writer like making sure I spell check and be proffesional with my writing and not thinking slang wise, I can't think of many things I need to improve but I don't doubt there are things I need to brush up on.
5)What do your blogs demonstrate about you as a learner? A writer? A student?
ANSWER: My blog demonstrates alot about myself, I define myself as a mature person that likes to write about what I go through or feel. As a writer I define myself as a simple person writing about what might interest the public and to actually make them think and go back to my blog to refer or just to relate. As a student it demonstrates my maturity, my intellectualness and my personality, just how my blogs are real that's how I am :) .

Summer !

Summer ! I can't wait until summer comes. Tans, partying and the beach, how amazing :). I love going to the pool over the summer because it's better than going to the beach with many things in the water. The only thing I don't like about summer is getting a tan because Im already dark enough which really sucks. I plan to work throughout the summer so that I can go out on weekends and do what I want to do without worrying about asking my parents for money. My sister likes to go clubbing alot and I guess I get it from her because we're both crazy! My mom let's me go wherever I want over the summer as long as Im with friends she knows and once she knows where im going to be and when I'll be coming home. My mom, my sister, my cousin stephanie, my aunt and me are planning to go down to the Jersey Shore once summer really begins. Summer puts me in a bad mood sometimes because of the heat and I won't want anyone touching me or giving me a kiss on the cheek. I get really moody in summer but in the winter we complain that it's too cold and in the summer we go around complaining about how hot it is but oh well it's better to have fun in the hot then stay home in the cold. I plan to visit many places I've been wanting to go for so long this summer. I really want this year's summer to be the best I've ever had and I believe it will keep getting better as I get older and can accomplish more things so SUMMER 2011 LET'S GOOO !!!

Memories never fade ...

On March 31st, 2009 my guy bestfriend passed away. We were always together and we were always there for each other. He moved to california in Mid february of 2009 which really sucked for me because he was my other half my right hand my main man my brother and more importantly my bestfriend. We always told each other everything but I guess he had his reason for not telling me the biggest one. They found a tumor growing in his stomach and I had no clue. I don't know why he would keep that from me when he knew secrets didnt exist between us but things happen and even though I wish he would've told me to at least make his last few days amazing and a blast. His mom told me that's the reason they moved because he was having strong pains and they needed a hospital that specialized for it .He was the greatest bestfriend anyone could ever ask for. We'd go places together and have a blast ,we never once fought and we always made each other smile. Growing up with him was a great experience and since he knew he was going to eventually past he wrote me a letter and left it with his mom for her to give me and it said " I wish I would've told you sooner so I didn't have to hurt you now that im gone but just know im in a better place and that whenever you feel that you need me look down a little to your left in the middle of your chest where your heart is and thats where ill always be. Im going to miss you but know I love you and care for you. no matter where you are or what your doing ill be right next to you watching you and guarding your every move. I love you Bestfriend and thankyou for making the piece of my life I got to live worth it." When I read the letter my heart shattered into a million pieces and I knew that part of me was gone just like him. He had told his mom to give me his favorite shirt and that I was to keep it forever and he also left me his favorite teddy bear which was a small bear that had a heart in the middle that said I love you . For the next 6 months I spent my nights crying and remeniscing on everything we had done all the good and the bad but one day something clicked inside my head and I realized that even though he was no longer with me physically his memories were stuck in my heart forever. He showed me what a true friendship was , I loved him dearly and I still do. I miss him like no other but I know he's watching over me and guiding me as the good person he is , I miss you Erik <3 R.I.P BESTFRIEND :)

Your that one person i'll always have in my heart .

As crazy as it seems his name always crosses my mind, whether it's because I hear a song that reminds me of him or I hear a phrase he often used to say. I remember he once told me that if it's meant to be it will be. Even though we're not together anymore , I have hope. Hope is all I need to keep me strong. It's too much walking past you everyday or being in the same room as you for 45 minutes. As much as we try some of us can't forget those who made our days the best :) We sit there acting like nothings wrong when inside we're broken up and torn apart. It's like just yesterday we were a thing and today your nothing but the past. If i had a chance to go back in time and fix everything I'd do it. Why we couldn't work out? I guess you had your reasons. Im stuck in this idea that someday we'll go back to being "us".

-Because my heart can't lie even though my smile can try . . .

Japan News Article'

http://news.blogs.cnn.com/2011/03/23/japan-quake-live-blog-tap-water-in-tokyo-unsafe-for-infants/?hpt=T2

Title : Japan quake live blog: Government will try to count orphans

This article is about japan counting how many orphans they have so far. Being a child and going through the tsnuami and all that, they'll be growing up not knowing what happened or why their parents aren't there anymore is terrible. If it was me I'd be devastated because it's something im sure most kids don't want to go through. Just the thought they'll have to make it on their own must be heart breaking. I'd love to take in as many kids as possible if I were a millionaire and just give them everything and more of what their parents could've but knowing their parents died in a struggle for their lives and their child's lives must be an amazing feeling to know that maybe their parents drowned to keep them afloat. Their parents died for them and they should move on with their lives and try to forget everything that's happened this past month. Its not easy and things don't go away over night but god be with them.

Japan News'

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-asia-pacific-12814871

Title of article : Stop-start work at Japan reactors

This article is about Power cables attached to reacts struck nuclear plants. The terrible things happening in japan one after another must be devasting .Workers are making such an effort to get things up and running but I know it's probably not easy dealing with trying to get everything together but it's still devasting to know some people have no homes to go back to once everything is over. Realizing that many may have lost all that they have is really heart wrecking. When I saw all those images it tore me apart. I get frightened for all thos lives lost and everyone that worked hard to build something that's now nothing.

Japan article /=

Link : http://www.cnn.com/2011/WORLD/asiapcf/03/21/japan.disaster/index.html?hpt=T2

This article is called : In northeastern Japan, hope dwindles as death toll mounts .

In this article many people are sad and mourning over their family's deaths. A lot of people are walking around showing other people pictures of their loved ones in hope that someone has seen them or recognizes them from somewhere. A hospital in Japan got drowned with water as the tsunami was happening. Images of people being swept away are devasting. Help arrived to many places 3-4 days later which wasn't much help to the people at the hospital because many got drowned especially those on the main 1st and 2nd floors. A man was holding on to his 71 year old father's hand and was holding him above the water and then when the tsunami came he couldn't hold on any longer because of the strong rushes of the currents and I feel terrible for him because he had no other choice than to let go. At least he knows he tried. The worst part about Japan getting hit is knowing that 30% of their population is over 65 years of age. Japan fears that more than half the percent of missing people have already passed away or drowned /=. It's a very sad thing but all we have left to do is pray <3 . . .

Love

Love:: strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties .

Most of think we experienced love already but we really haven't. It's called a close encounter, at least that's how I see it. I once thought I was in "love" also, but after we broke up I realized that it wasn't because If someone really "loved" you the way they said they did they wouldn't have hurt us the way they did and I honestly don't understand what part of a fake relationship girls don't get. Boys will always be boys regardless of how they feel about something or someone. They don't take girls seriously unless they really really like them and that's when it's going to hit them that girls don't want to be with guys that are players or have "been around" because it's not cute nor cool. It's good to have flows and what not but not when your in a relationship knowing that your girlfriend's around being faithful. Let's get something clear boys ,girls aren't toys and I'd actually like to be in a guys shoes for once just to know what goes through their minds when they do what they do. To me their nothing but heart breakers .

Justin Bieber

Justin Bieber has to be my favorite artist in the whole wide world . He's the cutest and sweetest guy ever :)
If I had to choose a guy to get married to right now It'd be him , he's so sweet and genuine with everything he does.Im one of his biggest followers, I evenmade a twitter just to see what he's upto . I heard rumors that he's dating selena gomez which is really upsetting because I had my heart set on him :( but it's okay reality is he's up there and im not. He's very flirtacious and he loves making out haha. He's adorable , I dont like his new hair cut it totally loses the bieber in Justin bieber. That's what made him well HIM <3
I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM AND IDC WHO KNOWS IT :D

What has this world come too? . . .

All the things happening all around the world make me think about what im doing with myself and with my life. I feel terrible about what has happened in international locations lately. The earthquake and tsunami in Japan has been crazy. I feel bad that im not able to do anything for them or give them money to be able to fix things and get out of the mess their in. Many lives lost and many missing that are probably no longer with us. The terrible feeling of not being able to do anything kills. Knowing that all we can do is sit here and pray for a better tommorow. I love to visit sick children at hospitals and its crazy because many people look at me and think I have this attitude and im selfish and what not but Im not like that. Im actually a sweet person when I want to be. I never put someone down regardless of what their going through and when I say im a friend I'll always be here for you no matter what even if no one wants to be there for you I wont turn my back when I know that's when you need me the most.

Junior year /=

Hmphh, im sure most of us start feeling the pressure of life at this time. I know im feeling it already.Why does junior year have to be so hard? It's like we have to focus on our grades and all that stuff so we can be off to college in the next year or so. Most of us don't even know what we want to be yet and it sucks badly because we're under the pressure of our parents/teachers/and friends. Most of my friends have their mind set on what they want to do and Im not too sure of what I want to do or be. Im most likely going to end up going to a community college for 2 years and go from there even though I want to go directly to a 4 year and get started because knowing me Im going to get lazy and what not and I don't want to fall behind. Im sure most of us want to go to college and what not because who doesn't want to have a future but then again not all of us have our mind sets on school but I know I want to be someone because the day of tommorow when my kids ask me "mommy what are you or what do you do for a living" I want to tell them something they'll look upto me for :) It wont be easy but in life nothing is. Im going to strive for what I want and believe in and however that goes then fine :]

Local News '

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/03/04/nyregion/04stab.html?_r=1&ref=nyregion

Queens woman is accused of murdering her son. He was found stabber to death in his apartment and the authorities charged her on murder. The 37 year old man had celebral palsy.The son, Rene Vera, was dead when officers arrived, his body lying face up in bed with stab wounds to the chest. A footlong kitchen knife rested on his chest, and a smaller knife lay on the floor by his bed, the police said. Her mother then tried to kill herself by cutting her wrists but she failed in the attempt.

National News '

http://www.dailynews.com/breakingnews/ci_17539463

A young basketball player from Michigan state died after making the winning shot for his team. He made the shot and then collapsed on the court and was pronounced dead shortly after . The paramedics performed CPR on the 16 year old player but he died later at the hospital. Everyone said he was a bright and nice loving kid and that they can't explain how or what happened but that he will be missed very dearly .

Hard News Article '

"http://www.nydailynews.com/blogs/the_beautiful_blog/2011/03/owl-attacked-by-luis-moreno-dies"

This article is about a soccer player that was playing a game in colombia , it was colombia vs. venezuela . Luis Moreno was obviously upset that the other team was winning and he was winning . The owl was on the field and was first impacted by the ball hitting it which knocked it out and made the owl unconcious. Then Luis Moreno came and kicked the owl about another 5 feet and it was terrible , the footage made me cry because it was not the owl's fault. The owl was a simple visitor of the field and the owl was taken to the hospital and pronounced dead of a celebral attack. Luis Moreno is not being threatened by everyone that saw the images and he asked for security and protection because he has been threatened to get killed for what he did and I honestly think that he should get what he deserves .

Favorite Blogs '

1.Katherine Ramirez
2.Tiffany Evans
3.Ruthnie Degand
4.Fatima Baines
5.Andray Bramwell

Confused =/

Have you ever felt confused , constantly asking questions that you yourself can't answer ? That makes 2 of us. We say things happen for all the wrong reasons but truth is that everything happens for all the right reasons , we just have to know how to handle them when they do come along. Nothing in life is easy and we're in this until the end . Most of us say why me , why must I go through this ? We learn from everything we go through and it's good for us . Most of the time I feel confused and Im sure many people agrre with me on this. We find ourselves trapped in this circle full of questions and we don't know when or which ones to answer. Im in that circle right now, and im sure we've all been there at some point . I often find myself dazing off and wandering because I don't know what to do with certain situations that go on :( and being confused isn't such a great feeling. There's only so much you can do for yourself , try not to spend so much time on thinking of what your doing wrong but think about the things that make you happy <3 Smiling is much better than being down and out all the time. Sure things hurt but it's something we have to get over .

As life goes on  we grown and become fond with our emotions ; Live, laugh , Love <3

Blogs I visited -

1. Blog Adress: arodriguez729-cheer.blogspot.com : Alex's Blog was really good and I chose to visit it because I could reate to what she was talking about when she says that Junior year is really stressing because it is . We have to keep our grades up because its what colleges look at.

2. Blog Address :  KatherineXD.blogspot.com : Katherine's blog got to me out of all the rest because she talks about what she thinks and feels and it demonstrates that she is a real person . She explains herself well and shows emotion in her writing.

3.Blog Address: livelaughlove-sarah-michelle.blogspot.com : Sarah talks about the hard things shes gone through in life and how much she likes to be real and just by reading her posts you know how real she is and how much emotion she puts into her writing.

4. Blog Address: davyhunni.blogspot.com : In Shanice's blog she talks about how to be a good friend which I believe is great because some people don't know how to be a good friend and its sad to see people turn their back on their friends but I liked her blog very much.

5. Blog Address: Fatima Baines - She talks about a special someone in her blog and I think that it's very cute that she has someone special by her side and I can relate to her blog because I once had that.

6. Blog Address: Dipoetblog.blogspot.com: Dale's blog is about him liking martial arts and like shows that involve fighting and what not and it caught my attention because I've always wanted to kick box and test it to see how fun it is :D .

7. Blog Address: Tiffany1615.blogspot.com - In her blog she talks about different things depending on what she's thinking or feeling but her blog on horoscopes caught my attention because I sometimes think that their right but when their off point I think their lying .

Friends come and go but True friends are there till` the end !

There's alot of people that go around asking you about your life and personal problems but truth is half of them don't really care what's happening with you. Most of them are just curious and want to know so they can go back and tell other people so they can find a way to make fun of you and I don't think that's cool at all . I choose my friends wisely , yeah I know a lot of people but most of which I wave hi and bye too. In school im always with the same people and I find it funny that all the phony and fake girls in the school hang out with each other but because they have many things in common and I honestly laugh at that. Im not the type of person to go around spreading other peoples business because I have a life and better things to do than to waste my valuable time and go back and repeat what I hear. Girls are too much now a days and I think everyone talks nonsense about each other but I believe everything has a limit. Im not going to sit here and lie and say I've never said anything bad about anyone because I know I have , nobody's perfect right? I live up to what I say and If I do say something about someone else It'll be a side comment but nothing extreme. Im nobody to judge anyone else about whatever it maybe be I don't like about them. Then there are girls that go around telling everyone their problems expecting that the people who they tell don't say anything but I guarantee you that half of them go and tell someone else and so and so on. That's how problems begin. Im a me, myself and I person. I come to school to "learn" and not to worry about what goes on in other people's lives. Im not the quietest person and yeah I do have enemy's but then again who doesn't? I am who I am because I made myself this way and nobody nor nothing will get in the way of me achievieving what I strive for . I love my life and I intent living it to the fullest .

Jessie<3

Tashawna Dalla's Blog '

Tashawna Dallas: Shawna2kute.blogspot.com

She wrote about a GOOD BOYFRIEND . Something I once thought I had. I don't think I deserve half of what I go through because im such an honest and faithful person. I would never do anything to hurt someone else unless I really have a reason too. She talks about some really good stuff and that appreciating a love one is the best thing you can do and its true . Im so tired of everything that boys say especially when It's a lie .

You chose this for us .

I remember went US involved me and you . Now I stand by me,myself and I . Im young and Im not looking for anything in particular, I'll take what life gives me . In most cases I'll understand when you tell me "I need time to think, but know I love you" If you love me ; why the need to take time out & "think" ? Things like that get me upset about boys. Many boys are afraid of speaking what their feeling and that's not good. I rather you tell me what's on your mind and us figure it out from then on but that's obviously not what you wanted and that wasn't okay with me. I cared enough as to let you know what was going on with me and for you to not do the same in return ... hurts. I sometimes wonder why boys I've liked haven't responded to me in the ways I've wanted them too & then I see them with another girl that Isn't that pretty and I think to myself maybe they have something beautiful that I don't. They say your supposed to fall in love with the heart and not the looks or how they dress , but now a days that's what everyone chooses who they date for & im being honest when I say I do the same. I don't date a guy that dresses poorly regardless if he's cute or not and I guess im wrong for being judgemental but that's just me. It's not upto me to tell someone  how they look or act but I'll speak it in my mind because Im no one for me to go and put someone else down .

Jessie <3

Blog that caught my attention '

Blog Adress: arodriguez729-cheer.blogspot.com

Alexandria Rodriguez's blog caught my attention because She wrote about the struggles we go through when we're Juniors in school and It's crazy how right she is because in Junior high school nothing mattered, who we talked too wasn't a problem and how we dressed didn't matter. Everything was much simpler when we were younger and now that were older it seems as if life's flying by. I honestly wish I could go back in time to get everything together from the start but of course thats not possible. I like being in high school , meeting different people every year and exploring new friendships. In high school you meet many people and It's amazing how things flow throughtout the years but its something we all go through at some point :)

My Blog'

Jessica Lopez - http://jessicax3-jessix3.blogspot.com/

                     My blogs talk mainly about my life and things that go on in my life , some relationship wise and it just depends on whats going on and what not. I like to express myself by thinking and saying what I feel .


                      Example of one of my blogs:

Unacceptable

I hate when I start talking to someone and all of a sudden everything changes -_- ; its like why step into my life if you intend walking out? I honestly hate people that lie to me in my face even though i already know everything ! whats worse lying to me in my face or lying to me when i already know the truth? This is what makes us all so miserable & im not saying I dont lie because I know damn well I do & theres no reason for me to not accept facts . Im a mature person and if someone wants to tell me something about somebody else im just going to sit there and listen because I dont believe in jumping into other peoples problems without me knowing whats going on . Theres always 3 sides to every story , my side, your side, and the truth .

Live life day by day and dont let anything or anyone stop you
-Jessie <3

Five Favorite Blogs :)

My five favorite posts are: We all need eye openers at some point , What would life be like without you? , It never matters as much as you do :D , Happiness once again :)  and Some things just aren't meant to be .

                                We all need eye openers at some point is about the time when my mom went to the hospital and I hadn't realized how bad everything was until that day . That day I felt terrible and useless and I expressed myself based on things I was thinking and feeling at the moment. I guess you never really realize things until after they happen and thats a problem because it can cause great dangers later on .

                               What would life be like without you blog was pretty much about me expressing how I felt about my dad leaving when I was young. I didn't like the fact that he left without saying bye to me. It hurt me and had me questioning why this?why that? But that didn't help. My dad leaving made me the person I am today, careless and selfish. I still hold alot of things against me which isn't good because im supposed to forgive and forget but things that hurt that bad don't go away overnight.

                              It never matters as much as you do was a blog I wrote about this boy I was with and how our relationship was going really well and everything was fine and amazing. He made me feel so on top of the world. Calling him my boyfriend was the best feeling ever. He simply amazed me with his sweetness and how much he showed he cared. He always made it seem as if I always came first. He was so nice to me and his personality pleased me in a way where I felt he was me boy version .

                                 Happiness once again was about me getting everything back on track with my life. My report card was good I had an 80 average and I felt glad to have it like that because I knew it would make my mom real proud. I feel good again and I didnt and don't think Im going to let anyone bring me down. I like expressing my happiness and sharing it with everyone to hopefully put a smile on their face.

                               Some things just weren't meant to be is about me and my boyfriends breakup. Everything was perfect between us and slowly we started falling apart and I don't even know how but I guess things happen and people change because we aren't how we were before and that's okay with me. If you don't want to be with me that's fine im not going to beg you because when you come crawling back my door will no longer be open because second chances don't exist in my book .

Some things just aren't meant to be ...

I guess some things aren't meant to be. Just like me and him aren't meant to be . I loved the way we communicated and had the same passion for certain things but I guess everything changes at some point. We were so happy together that I don't know where and when we fell apart. Im not here to judge anyone based on their mistakes especially my own. Life doesn't stop for anyone no matter what. I realized that I only care about myself and I don't really know at this point if it's a good thing or not but if it helps me and gives me time for myself then so be it . I worry too much about what's going on in other peoples lives and it doesn't even concern me but im a true friend and I always want to help them whenever they need it . As of now I don't trust anyone because everyone I've ever put my trust in has let me down . It's not a good feeling but whatever it happens right? I thought that with us being together you'd get over the fact your no longer with her but I see that hasn't changed . I saw the way you look at her and it hurt because its the look with the eyes I always wanted you to look at me with . She's obviously in love with you as much as your in love with her so if she makes you happy then go for it . I want to be happy with you but if that can't happen I still want to see you smiling :) Just know I love you . <3

Stupidity -_-

So yesterday was national ass whooping day here at van. Honestly I really hate this school and everyone in it . I don't associate myself with fake people because I know it's going to be a friendship that'll get no where . I don't like being talked about especially not behind my back . I think if you have a problem with me ; you should come up to me as a person and try to settle your differences with me instead of going and blabbing your mouth to the rest of the world about me. I'd actually be flattered that you took time out of your day to talk crap about me and it's lovely that my name was even in your mouth . I really don't understand why all of these things going on but I guess people will be people and at the end of the day you'll always have fake friends . Some people change... most of them not for the better . I got people that love me and will always have my back so stupidy never really affects me and if anything I know how to handle my own problems . Things aren't always how they seem and life isn't always fair but it's something we all learn to live with. I don't know why or when I''ll stop living but for now I know im going to enjoy my life to the fullest and nothing won't matter after that . When you die you take nothing with you so why not life the life while you have it .

It never matters as much as you do :D

I very often hear friends say falling in love was the 1 thing they regret the most . I think falling in love is a beautiful feeling :) . I haven't found that one guy that has made me want to tell him I Love You but I know for a fact I found one that makes me happy and keeps me smiling . It's great knowing there's someone there that you can always turn too when you need to . I adore him very much and I hope that our relationship can get somewhere. Now a days it's very hard to find boys that are worth giving a chance too . Perfect boys just don't exist anymore and it really sucks , but im willing to deal with him and make him my perfect guy because I believe that If someones really worth it then every second with them should be valued . I see my ex's around all the time and they don't really phase me because once what we had is done our friendship is done . I don't think having ex's as friends is healthy to the relationship your in . I believe things aren't always how they seem and I deffinately don't believe in second chances because if it didn't work the first time why would it work the second time ? So nopee second chances don't exist in my book . You don't to get on my bad side because I'd make your life miserable; but other than that im the sweetest and funniest person ever .

Happiness once again :)

I went to North Carolina over this 3 day weekend and it was so much fun ! Honestly Im glad that I got to see my dad . I hadn't seen him since summer of 2009 . Seeing him again made me extremely happy and it brought joy to my heart . We hung out and he took me shopping and I loved shopping with him ; we hadn't done that since I was like 10 . I appreciate him so much , even though there are times when I want nothing to do with him because he annoys me with the things he says and by taking my moms side whenever she gets mad at me . Thank god she's doing better :] Im pretty happy because we're moving to a bigger place and I get more space for my stuff . Everything's finally falling into place & I love it . Me and Anthony are doing good and things are looking smooth . My aunts thinking about opening a supermarket with my mom because it's what dominicans do . The weather outside is so ugly & I didn't even feel like coming but what was I going to stay home for ? I rather be socializing with my friends then be sitting at home really bored . Im very excited that the Jets are close to superbowl . Im excited to see my bestfriend 10th period ! I have alot to tell her :) . I want so badly because then I won't have to walk in this silly weather . This weather usually puts me in a bad mood ; but not today because I can't stop smiling :D <3 

What would life be like without you?

Sometimes I start thinking about what life would be without my mom and dad . They mean the world to me! I never really know what to do with alot of stuff but they lead the way for me and always give me the best advice . I guess you can say I never had that "Childhood" most kids did because most of the time my parents were fighting and it got to the point where my mom couldn't take it anymore . I acted happy all the time to try and not let it bother or affect me but at times I wanted to explode and scream . Growing up I was always Daddy's little girl :) He gave me whatever I wanted whether it was money or something materialistic . I made him get me everything I wanted... Most of the time I guess you can say I took advantage of him . Being little I didn't know what taking things for granted felt like. My dad I guess gave me love with things , not the kind of love where you get a hug on the daily . But to me , it was alright because I had everything I wanted , yeah im pretty much saying I was spoiled ; Still am but that comes from both my parents and I blame them for making me so proud and full of it . I never once heard my dad tell me NO . My mom loves me the most and even though im not the perfect child she`s fine with it and gives me everything also hoping I love her like I love my dad . I love my mom just as much I just cant show it and I don`t know why . I don`t show it for my dad either but it`s something that`s wrong with me . I made myself the way I am but I blame them for making me who I am . When I was 12, my dad left . He went to live with my aunt in North Carolina and I couldn`t accept the fact that one day he told me Im leaving and the next he was gone... He didn`t even ask me for my opinion or anything...just like that he was gone . The day he was leaving was a monday I had school that day . His flight would leave at 3. I remember me asking one of my friends to call my mom to tell her that I was sick just so I could see him leave . I still called him and told him that I wanted to see him before he left because I was on my way home but he left & that's okay because someday I'll get over it .

Funny Story

So today has been pretty funny ; This morning like every other morning I met up with Bestfriend and we're in McDonald's and we're talking nonsense and we're just really happy & everything seems funny too us it was great . Things with me and Anthony are going pretty good ; we got back to normal again which of course makes me happy :) . He's such a sweet person I just wish he'd make more of an effort to  be with me . Over the phone and everything we have these amazing conversations and I find it great that we connect but im still not sure hes ready for a relationship , at times he seems as if he doesn't know what he wants and that bothers me . Things seem like their going well but im still insecure , But i guess only time will tell . :)

- Jessie <3

Sick days :(

I feel so sick today , my throat is killing me and its upto a point where I can`t take it anymore . I wish I could`ve stayed home ; I barely slept last night :( . I woke up at 7:21 this morning and I was laying there hoping i could at least knock out for another hour . My nose feels so stuffed & I feel like I can`t breathe correctly . I don`t even want to be here today . I want to take a longg napp !!! Everythings bothering me and I just want to put my head down and for everyone to leave me alone . I wanna cry because i hate being sick especially when I have school and I can`t even talk -__- ! ;  I love talking and I can`t which is very dissapointing .

Happiness :)

So today`s wendsay and im usually not in a good mood on wendsay`s and im usually not in a good mood today because i have gym today -_- but it`s whatever. Im in a great mood and I dont really know why but im glad I am. I was kind of upset yesterday at night because sometimes I just dont understand why half the things that happen go on and everythings so why me? But everything happens for a reason huh? Most of the time I brush everything off and act like it doesn`t bother me,but deep down I know it does and I try to not let it affect my everyday life. My friends always tell me to not be scared of my emotions but I hate crying, it isnt for me . Things happen because they just do , theres no one to blame but ourselves when we provoke our own problems. I like to take everything one step at a time even if whatever goes on hurts, there`s never really enough time for anything and we can go any minute; so I`ve recently learned. Whatever I have , Im going to make sure I appreciate it and not take it for granted .

Jessie <3

1961

1961 The cold war continued to worsen with the USSR exploding some very large bombs during testing and then masterminding the building of the Berlin Wall separating East from West Berlin, America sent a battle group to Germany and Americans and Russians Glared at each other across the border, due to this uncertainty many Americans built backyard fallout shelters in case of nuclear war. To make matters worse the Americans financed anti-Castro Cubans for an invasion at the bay of pigs which was an unmitigated disaster. The Soviets put the first man in space in April .Yuri Gagarin followed by the US in May with Alan Shepard. Popular music included Chubby Checker's “Pony Time” and “Will You Love Me Tomorrow” by the Shirelles, and top movies included "West Side Story" and "The Parent Trap.”

We all need eye openers at some point .

Sometimes we all need eye openers & it wasn`t until now that I got mine .
-Last monday was one of the worst days of my life ,it was a regular monday only I was on my break , it was all snowed in . Everything was fine until my mom started complaining about a pain she had . It got to a point where she couldnt take it anymore & we had to call the ambulance . I remember my sister telling me to call 911 . I looked at the time; it was 1:33 in the morning, I called the ambulance & explained the situation , they told me they were going to have someone out here immediately. We were patiently waiting as the minutes passed by then hours started passing by , someone called around 3 in the morning saying the ambulance got stuck ; luckily the pain would calm down and come back around shortly , it was 8:25 in the morning and I heard someone knocking at my door; it was the paramedics, I ran to the door and felt a relief to know my mom was in the hands of professionals . My 19 year old sister accompanied her to the hospital and I recieved news at around 10am that she had stones in her uterus and had to get them removed immediately . It was a short surgery and the process began around 6pm; at 10pm my sister called me to tell me she was fine again and that she was going to spend the night with my mom, the hard part was over. This all served me as a lesson and made me realize alot of things like how i would survive without my mother. I know there will come a time in life when I`ll have to let go but I dont want it to be anytime soon. I expect her to be around for half the time im around.

Appreciate what you have when you have it because when it`s gone you`ll regret taking it for granted .
-Jessie <3

Unacceptable

I hate when I start talking to someone and all of a sudden everything changes -_- ; its like why step into my life if you intend walking out? I honestly hate people that lie to me in my face even though i already know everything ! whats worse lying to me in my face or lying to me when i already know the truth? This is what makes us all so miserable & im not saying I dont lie because I know damn well I do & theres no reason for me to not accept facts . Im a mature person and if someone wants to tell me something about somebody else im just going to sit there and listen because I dont believe in jumping into other peoples problems without me knowing whats going on . Theres always 3 sides to every story , my side, your side, and the truth .

Live life day by day and dont let anything or anyone stop you
-Jessie <3