What has this world come too? . . .

All the things happening all around the world make me think about what im doing with myself and with my life. I feel terrible about what has happened in international locations lately. The earthquake and tsunami in Japan has been crazy. I feel bad that im not able to do anything for them or give them money to be able to fix things and get out of the mess their in. Many lives lost and many missing that are probably no longer with us. The terrible feeling of not being able to do anything kills. Knowing that all we can do is sit here and pray for a better tommorow. I love to visit sick children at hospitals and its crazy because many people look at me and think I have this attitude and im selfish and what not but Im not like that. Im actually a sweet person when I want to be. I never put someone down regardless of what their going through and when I say im a friend I'll always be here for you no matter what even if no one wants to be there for you I wont turn my back when I know that's when you need me the most.