News

I read about the case of the teacher who said a bad word to the students in spanish and got sued for like 10,000 dollars when it wasnt even that serious. I think an apology would've been good enough if he did it publically . I never understand why the city takes things so serious when its not even that serious but things that are seriouus and everything they act like they dont care , yet they wonder why so many people do what they do .I seriously hope i get somewhere in life where I can make a change in things that happen . Like for instance they're thinking about raising the bus fares and everything , but yet they want to waste money so people can get service underground which isnt even necessary ; they'd be wasting so much money on uncessary things .

Jessica <3

SMH

yesterday i read about the city wanting to start school 2 weeks earlier than usual ; i dont think they should do that because then their taking up part of our summer; the only 2 months we get to relax and not worry about school . In the summer kids work and go away ; so they wouldnt have as many kids in school the first 2 weeks than they usually do at normal rate . Im appalled they would actually consider this . I disagree with it competely .

School Spirit -_-

Tonight there's a Winter Festival going on and I want too go so bad ! Im sure its going to be good . I dont know if im going to be able to go though because tonight im going to have so much to do. My birthdays tommorow and im giving out gifts to the people that are coming and  i have to wrap them tonight . I hope everyone in the winter festival does great because im sure we have many activities going on . I didnt know we had cheerleaders until today that I saw the girls that are the actual cheerleaders . Im so tired and I just want too go home and finish all the things for tommorow . Tommorow im officially going to be 16 years old & im so excited at the fact that my party bus is happening tommorow . Im hungry and I think im going to go home early today .

Good Days

Today I am having a really good day ; Everything has been running very smoothly , I feel like everythings coming together now . I've been kind of upset because Mike`s been ignoring me and yesterday I found out why -_- , he said his ex started talking to him again and being they already have history of course he would start talking to her again too . I don't think he shouldve ignored me like he did but yet again I guess he didn't really know how to tell me ... I think what im upset about the most is that he spent all that time getting my attention and getting me to go on a date with him & what not & for what? to give up on me? Thats the only thing that really bothers me. I shouldnt be upset though because I know that if one of my ex's I still had feelings for like Gerome started talking to me again I would drop everything & everyone and walk away . The best thing to do was talk things out & thats exactly what we did. Im going to see him on friday because its my birthday and hes coming for my party bus but I dont know how or what im going to do when I see him & its most likely going to feel weird . It is what it is though . Im tired of being let down & I don't know how much longer im going to put up with it .

Goodbye <3 .

Blah

Im having a very pleasant day today :) Things are going well even though im kind of upset -_- .
This day is going by pretty fast and I loveee it ! ; My birthdays oficially in 2 dayss !!! ahh what excitement .
I got into an arguement with my sister last night . She was crying because she had some sort of conflict with her boyfriend and it fot me upset because i dont think any guys worth crying for . So i started yelling at her and she was like dont yell at me blahblahblah but i just didnt think it was fair that she was stressing her and he wasnt stressing her . I dont believe in second chances so its like -_- .But then again its her problem not mine and im not going to get into her business unless she asks me too . Her boyfriend is rude and i dont like that because my sisters a sweeet person and seeing her sad upsets me . Yet things run smoothly after .

Goodbye . <3 .

My Birthday :D

My Birthday is on fridayyyy !!!
I am so excited , I honestly can`t wait anymore . I want this week to hurry so friday can come already .
My sweet 16 party on saturday went well, i got a lot of gifts and gift cards . I got 4,000 something but im going to save it for college . I got a lot of gift cards , that I am going to waste . The money I get on friday im also going to waste . On friday i have to go get my hair done, so ill probably only stay in school only 5th & 6th . On thursday im getting my nails done . My dress is simple but cute :) ; I hope that everyone can come "/ .

Goodbye <3 .

Relationships

Nobody has a perfect relationship and those who do are truly lucky. I don't expect much from the boys I date, If I date them it's obviously because they have something I like. At times I wish I could be a boy for a day just to see what runs through their minds. If I had a chance to design my own kind of guy I'd make him cute,funny,outgoing,friendly & sweet . Those things are more than enough for me. Im a very outgoing and friendly person but sometimes opposites attract. I hate falling for the wrong guys. Sometimes I wonder if i'll ever meet someone that'll live upto my expectations.I dont like being lied too because it's honestly stupid for someone to lie about things going especially if your in a relationship. Cheating? thats another story, sometimes they say your their number one but the truth is you should be thier only one. It takes 2 people to make a relationship work just like it takes 2 people to destroy one. We all have to know how to deal with these kind of things, we're all going to get our hearts broken,maybe even more than once which is painful. Its not easy to have someone and the next minute their gone. I learned from past lessons that when guys promise you they won't walk away, its a lie because its the first thing they do .

-You always have a choice , but to make the right one is always upto us .
-Jessica x3 .