Five Favorite Blogs :)

My five favorite posts are: We all need eye openers at some point , What would life be like without you? , It never matters as much as you do :D , Happiness once again :)  and Some things just aren't meant to be .

                                We all need eye openers at some point is about the time when my mom went to the hospital and I hadn't realized how bad everything was until that day . That day I felt terrible and useless and I expressed myself based on things I was thinking and feeling at the moment. I guess you never really realize things until after they happen and thats a problem because it can cause great dangers later on .

                               What would life be like without you blog was pretty much about me expressing how I felt about my dad leaving when I was young. I didn't like the fact that he left without saying bye to me. It hurt me and had me questioning why this?why that? But that didn't help. My dad leaving made me the person I am today, careless and selfish. I still hold alot of things against me which isn't good because im supposed to forgive and forget but things that hurt that bad don't go away overnight.

                              It never matters as much as you do was a blog I wrote about this boy I was with and how our relationship was going really well and everything was fine and amazing. He made me feel so on top of the world. Calling him my boyfriend was the best feeling ever. He simply amazed me with his sweetness and how much he showed he cared. He always made it seem as if I always came first. He was so nice to me and his personality pleased me in a way where I felt he was me boy version .

                                 Happiness once again was about me getting everything back on track with my life. My report card was good I had an 80 average and I felt glad to have it like that because I knew it would make my mom real proud. I feel good again and I didnt and don't think Im going to let anyone bring me down. I like expressing my happiness and sharing it with everyone to hopefully put a smile on their face.

                               Some things just weren't meant to be is about me and my boyfriends breakup. Everything was perfect between us and slowly we started falling apart and I don't even know how but I guess things happen and people change because we aren't how we were before and that's okay with me. If you don't want to be with me that's fine im not going to beg you because when you come crawling back my door will no longer be open because second chances don't exist in my book .