Some things just aren't meant to be ...

I guess some things aren't meant to be. Just like me and him aren't meant to be . I loved the way we communicated and had the same passion for certain things but I guess everything changes at some point. We were so happy together that I don't know where and when we fell apart. Im not here to judge anyone based on their mistakes especially my own. Life doesn't stop for anyone no matter what. I realized that I only care about myself and I don't really know at this point if it's a good thing or not but if it helps me and gives me time for myself then so be it . I worry too much about what's going on in other peoples lives and it doesn't even concern me but im a true friend and I always want to help them whenever they need it . As of now I don't trust anyone because everyone I've ever put my trust in has let me down . It's not a good feeling but whatever it happens right? I thought that with us being together you'd get over the fact your no longer with her but I see that hasn't changed . I saw the way you look at her and it hurt because its the look with the eyes I always wanted you to look at me with . She's obviously in love with you as much as your in love with her so if she makes you happy then go for it . I want to be happy with you but if that can't happen I still want to see you smiling :) Just know I love you . <3